Cutting scars designs...?

so..i cut when i get super super sad and depressed, usualy when i have a fight with my mom or when she says something that she doesnt know hurts me, and its not like im going to tell her it hurt me because i dont want to talk to her at all, i hate talking to her, and i dont wanna hurt her either or get her involved with my feelings so i go to my bathroom and burn myself or cut...sometimes if were somewhere else il walk home and smoke a little bit or have a wine if noone else is home. but THATS besides the point lol anyways, yesterday i was sort of sad and i wasnt mega depressed, i hadent even had a fight or anything just the communication in my house (we have a family of 12) is very very very bad and nobody talks about issues with anybody else in our family, and all of the kids are very different culture from my mom and dad, which causes more problems. So i was sort of sad...and i felt very very much like doing SOMETHING-- which im not going to say--but i landed on cuting instead...Iv always wanted a tattoo but im underage so what i'v done is brand myself with matches in shapes, then i saw the scar from one of the times i cut and its light brown, like henna colored, and i desided that that would probably work better then burning and its alot neater. so right now i have a flower twirly thing on my the under-side of my wrist and it goes a little bit down my arm, its just like a scratch because it hurt when i cut it more then im used to, as usualy im not thinking straight or im to sad so i dont notice it hurting but yesterday i was all clear.-minded and it was more or an experiment. I can see the outline of the design and its like pink right now. will it heal all the way or do you think it will scar? My last cut (and the only first visible one i had until yesterday) scared veryyy nicely but it was a little bit deeper. thnx guys!!!