Want answers to questions about God?

Then read the bible. No human Being could ever do justice to his word. I love God. I Love Jesus. I say things I wish I didn't. When life is rough, he will always be there by your side to comfort you. Trust me. When it feels like the love of your life is gone forever, you know who's there? God. He always will be. And when your heart I torn and everything feels like it's falling apart, and you suddenly feel this warm embrace that sends chills down your spine, that's god wrapping his love around you. When you pray your heart out for something and it doesn't go your way , you get discouraged. But God knows what he's doing. There's a reason for everything, maybe the reason a little girl or boy died is because her soul wouldn't have been saved if she lived her whole life. You do not know his reasonings for why things happen. And when you get the feeling lifes too real for a god, it's the exact opposite Gods too real for life. He is wonderful and he has walked by my side sooo many times. I betray him so many times. And to come to realize that loyalty is something god holds dear to him, is sad when you realize that's the one thing your mainly depriving him of. And what a shame that is. I apologize Lord, for every time I used your name in vain. I apologize Jesus, for the same, I apologize that I have the nerve to use your name in a derogatory means, when you gave your life, and blood so that we horrible people may live a not so perfect life slack off, and get away with being imperfect and just by believing in you we get to live in the glorious kingdom of heaven. I apologize to you Lord. To you and Jesus, who is you. But one thing I will not do, to prove that I am loyal, is deny your existancr no matter how mad I feel towards you I will always defend and honor you when the time comes. I am on your side lord. I am on your side and I am so sorry.